It is truely accepted dt i have started to love him lyk i never did before..t.. ruely...it is true dt he was becoming important for me n ma lyf..he was there for me everywhere...hewas behind me , in front of me, in ma thoughts , in ma words , in ma breathe, in ma dreaming eyes ...moreover u can say he was my that imagination which had become an essentiaity for me..with whom i wana share everything what i do...where do i laugh where do i cry where do i speak n where i keep maslf in silence.... You vl surelyy nw b thinking dn its what every story holds...yes its an another storyy being loved by a guy n dn lving dt guy back n dn breaking up....d same every vurl kinda story which dont carry any novelty in it....bt its cool jus coz its attached to me...n coz i still lv d story without caring for its end or its climax....coz fr me dr z no ultimate goal...itz simply lyk dt...wenever u think u have reached it u want more...so whateva was ma goal r d end may nt b d end...it may b lyk it z only end which i never thought or imagined.....( 1:50 leaving c.sec in d metro ). I always had a worse habit of dreaming n .of imagining what future holds for me....what it vl ungolds for me....yeah its against nature dt u cant predict bt i cant resist ma mind of stop dreaming or imagining....i em nt gonaa tell wt was ma story wt it was ol about n what happened dn n ol about...em jus writing it fr telling maslf wt i really em feeling...its fr ms feelings rather than anything else...it will give me a concrete base for ma thoughts so that at least i can have a view later in ma lyf whether i feel d same r d changes has encroached ma feelings n emotions oll again in ma lyf..... I loved him n actually today even i em loving him...dr z no point of saying dt yeah i loved him yesterday n nw i dnt feel anything in just a single day...i hv changed dramatically...nopes i haved changed...i m seriusly adopting maslf to situation...of controlling maslf just not to call him...if he vl call dn surely i vl b happy n vl picking his call n vl talk to me...bt its about not to get so involved him dt i vl keep caalling him coz i wan to talk...i wan him to talk ro me now. .n i vl talk to him through you.... The real point z why emme behaving lyk dis...coz. according to him...i m getting more close to him...i m lving hime even more n he cant afford it coz if suddenly d break kinda thing happen dn it wiuld b difficult to handle him...yar plz somebody tl him dt em nt dt much a weak person who cant handle d situations on d spot n need to b given a trial first... I love to talk him...i lv ma oll sharing of all idiotic things dt i do with him...bt accrding to him..he will nowonwards vl have dt kinda attitude dt it wont matter to him whether we vl talk yo each odr or not...he wont call me in his free timings which usually used to b 10-20 minutes...which was really a big tym to give to a grl with whum u r in love. So i hv decided dt i wont call him n vl allow him to give me as much as tym as he wants...coz fr me its worthy to take whateva somone is r gifting me withlove rather than getting it wid lozz o f begging with love...seriously...yarr i ask tell him seriusly if i have love n always sho wed ma love to u...dn it only meant